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Jul. 18th, 2006 @ 02:57 pm
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alot to update... I can say it is possible for me to love.... or just be used and love the user....as long as it is consistent attention.... I am dancing now to fix my car I broke on my way to buffalo... the job sucks and it is not me but I need to fix it abd buy a new car.....badly so I will do what I need to do.... I stayed in the hospital with this guy I met at the club last night for 3 hrs... all he wanted me to do was hold his hand....he had to have his stomach pumped and a rectal exam... man I can't believe I stayed there w/ him... but if I was in his shoes I would want someone to do that for me... and would hope there wasa another person out there who would do that for me.... then I took him home got into bed at 7 in the evening had to be at work at 8 but it is a club it does not make any differenve what days I come in and which ones I don't..... helping sarah move....adn hanging out w/ friends... still not been loved in a long time.... sometimes I feel soo alone.... like I am in a little box people shake around when they want a little pleaseure adn of course my pain is somoene elses pleasure.... all I want is to see the light again... to be loved again but oh well ahit happens
right?
love always
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Title: Just Be
You can travel the world but you can't run away
from the person you are in your heart
you can be who you want to be
make us believe in you
keep all your light in the dark
if your searching for truth
you must look in the mirror
and make sense of what you can see
just be
just be
they say learning to love yourself
is the first step
that you take when you want to be real
and flying on planes to exotic locations
won't teach you how you really feel
face up to the fact that you are who you are
and nothing can change that belief
just be
just be
cause now i know it's not so far to where i go
the hardest part
is inside me
i need to just be
i was lost and i'm still lost but i feel so much better
everyone is leaving..... mike john mark... people who mattered the most to me.... crazy how it works out like that...fuck my heart it picks the wrong people to care about.Current Mood:  crappy |
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oddly these stupid quizzes make me feel better ki ki
miss you guys
Your Element Is Air |
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!
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| You scored as Borderline Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have BPD! You know how to see things in black and white, desperately cling to unstable relationships and are a master of wrist-banging... rational emotions? Who needs 'em!
Unipolar Depression | | 33% | Borderline Personality Disorder | | 33% | Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder | | 8% | Antisocial Personality Disorder | | 8% | Eating Disorders | | 8% | Schizophrenia | | 8% | </td>
Which mental disorder do you have?
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Feb. 3rd, 2005 @ 03:52 pm
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You Belong in 1970 |
1970
If you scored...
1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
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| LAUREN |
| L |
is for |
Likeable |
| A |
is for |
Adventurous |
| U |
is for |
Unforgettable |
| R |
is for |
Radical |
| E |
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Extreme |
| N |
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Nice |
it is soooo true lol
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Disentegrate to one......
(I made it to be a song but I like it anyways)
VS.1
tonight
the sky will fall apart
and we won't have to look
up to wish on the stars
cause they will dwell here
with you and me.
Pre chor:
in that moment
burnt with your kiss
we will know then
that the stars
granted our wish.....
Chor:
touch me now
I can almost feel your fingertips
on my mouth
take away all my innocence
Break:
If w're not meant to be
I'll lose my need to breathe
stay,
use a single stitch
and press this needle on my lips.
Bridge:
Tonight we fly
through the moonlit sky
a race
past outer space
we'll watch from above
as the world falls apart
Vs.2
All will
crumble and fall apart
everything is all gone
except me locked in your arms
the universe now,
is only you and me
Pre chor 2:
From that moment
you kissed me
I've lived off that kiss
it's possible for everything
to exist on its own.
Chor2:
hold me now
away from that mess
on the ground
it's only you and me left
Break2:
how does it feel to be
deserted with me
distruction in our midst
still,I find home within your lips
yea yea........ dum dum, dum
NEXT!!!!!!
you amuse me
always apply black eyeliner to your face
you abuse me
you don't accept the change
and the blame you fake
the excuses you make
you give too much
care of yourself is what you don't take.
you say you are so ashamed
and justify you have a right to complain.
and then I watch you cry
I wish you'd shut up
and realise you dreams had already died
dry your black smeared eyes
you say life is soo tough
when you don't even have a idea of what it feels like to not get enough
finished tomm........
Jan. 17th, 2005 @ 09:05 pm
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ok well hmmmmm whats been going on l8tly hmmmmmm ummm a bunch of confusion about school and women and men hmmmm am i dike?i wonder.... hmm oh yea woah a bit of a daze well umm i am at my friend nicoles house chilling up here i guess the fools are coming up for V-day nicole and i were talking and u know we do feel a bit underappreciated .... but we can't expect guys to know what to do about that they are after all just guys *tear* hope they come up.... angel i haven't talked to her in a while she seems a bit clingy i feel soo bad if i don't talk to her for a few days (haven't talked to her in 3) i am busy tho i mean she should understand that.......ummm grandma and papa are doing well they miss me being at home more often than not but i have to get out i feel as long as i do what i need to do i should be able to go out i mean i am doing really wel in school soo my pat on the back is my social life ehh i make no sense lol well i am going to go just thought i would update and xanga i don't know i love it so... lol well
peace love and a receding hairline te he
Feb. 13th, 2004 @ 05:07 pm
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